A Nitrous Crouton

It has been a long absence from blogging. I don’t really feel like writing at the moment. Actually, I don’t really feeling like doing much of anything at the moment. I’ve seen another software project through to completion. The fact that I merely feel relief rather than elation is probably a sign. That I feel exhaustion is expected.

Figuring out how to ‘recharge’ at the moment is difficult. I have reached a place where I feel I am going backwards from my long-term goals, and am at a point where it is difficult to ascertain how best to arrest and reverse the process. I am definitely going to have to make some major changes, but I have no idea at the moment of the details or circumstances. I’m trying to figure out the transitional step, but it remains ethereal.

I’ve been playing far more World of Warcraft than I really should. I’ve recently engaged in a minor Amazon splurge of some brain-expanding literature to assist in getting myself back on track. In my ideal world, I’d have a bit of a breathing space about now, sans stresses and pressures. I’m not prone to idleness, but I think I need the space to become restless, reset and refocus.

A pox on burnout and lethargy.